What he doesn't know
Is that I love him in my heart
I knew that he was special
I could tell right from the start
What he doesn't know
Is that when I close my eyes
All I can see is his image
As he slowly passes by
What he doesn’t know
Is that I remember every word
Every single thing he says
Everything I've heard
What he doesn't know
Is that I dream of him at night
And what I really long for,
Is for him to be in my sight
What he doesn't know
Is that I long for him to say
Just one single word
Anything, so I can stay
What he doesn't know
Is that I treasure all the time
Every minute that I’m with him
Seems like a lifetime in my mind
What he doesn't know
Is that we’re so far apart
I wish that he knew
Because It’s tearing at my heart
What he doesn't know
Is that when he doesn't say goodbye
He just gets up and leaves
It almost makes me cry
What he doesn't know
Is that I long to see him smile
To be with him just once
To make this all worth while
What he doesn't know
Is that every day I find
He becomes more desirable
And always very kind
What he doesn't know
Is all of the pain I feel
Because keeping this from him
Makes it all too real
What he doesn't know
Is that I want to hold him tight
Keep him close to me
To make everything alright
What he doesn't know
Is that everything he said
Repeats over, and over
As I replay it in my head
What he doesn't know
Is what I’ll never say
Everything I thought of
I threw it all away
What he doesn't know
Is everything I hide
Afraid of what he’ll think
I keep it all inside....
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I could never explain why I love you so much,
It's your eyes, your smile, your soft gentle touch.
The first time I saw you I knew it was meant to be,
You'd spend your lifetime giving your love to me.
But I took your trust and broke your heart,
I pushed you away, forever to be apart.
The one thing I love more than life itself,
Ran away from me to be by himself.
I walk this house calling your name,
It seems so empty, not nearly the same.
I can't help but cry as I look at through your things
What hurts the most is to see our engagement ring
Sitting in it's case, inside this wooden box
I should take the key and see if it locks
And throw it in the woods, to try to ease my pain,
but it wouldn't matter, it still be the same.
All of these memories are inside my head,
sometimes I'd think I'd rather be dead.
Than to live my life without my one true love,
You're my shining star, my beautiful little dove.
I'd give everything to turn back time,
Back to the days when you were mine.
You were happy and our love was strong,
Neither of us could do no wrong.
I'm down on my knees and I'm begging you
tell me what it is I need to do.
To win back your love and rebuild our trust,
Cause to hold you again is an absolute must!